Dreams & Wishes

I had dreams at young age A ball player maybe I can make the NBA Then shot it down Like I'm sponsored by the NRA I love to play But my genes in my DNA Just ain't fit for the league when I'm 5'8" Then fell asleep Now I'm dreamin of another way Still with the games Got a ticket from the lottery Freshly paid Tryna gamble on these sweepstakes Small mistakes But I picture me eatin steak My loved ones all around And we by a lake Livin life no struggles Passin full plates Inner-states Full of cars of years salary Only negatives is calories from celery Sippin wine Underground where the cellar be With all that money Make a neighborhood of family With nice gates and a top notch security But money ain't healing me Yeah Dreams and wishes Wishes and dreams Let me talk some more I had dreams to be a dope rapper The bright lights And the man that the women after Half accomplished Won't say which the real answer A I Just hoped I could give you laughter But this is serious I wish I could help my folks Fathers health gettin worse And there's hardly hope Heart slow And the kidney kinda lettin go Another doctor said My mother on a slippery slope The carpel tunnel hurt her hands But she barley show And I don't even want to talk about her thyroid Its all bad like changin iPhone to Android It's complicated Everyday's a battle Back a bag Take some time to go and travel I wanna take my dad Take him home back to Germany I wanna know our history Immigrant like momma be A Mexican and Euro seed Gymnastics man I'm balancing Yeah I wanna do these thangs But I'm stuck in my environment Need a slight push Someone diss me to experiment I'm tryna chase my dreams Throwin coins to well's sediment I'm wishin on a path Where I do and not abandon shit I'll admit Ima need some time to do it all But time is not with me Or anybody, it's a free-for-all This reality And life can throw a curveball Ready to make it happen I be in this for the long haul Yeah Dreams and wishes Wishes and dreams Let me talk some more Dreams and wishes And everything in between Let's make it real Speak it til it's actually seen I want a ride or die Someone as my queen Cuz a king need women Who can balance out this life thing What is royalty without castle in it To have own spot Actual land where we really livin Just you and I Until later maybe birth our children Work together with a love That's worth more than millions