Careless (feat. Hazel Dow)

There used to be beauty In us But you didn't care Enough I threw away all the pictures All the signs Of you Better Intentions never existed It's true Listen... Lost my heart Workin places where I didn't need it Plus the feuds I had witchu They just went untreated I tried to fix it Everyday I just felt defeated The aftermath Was my heart being more depleted A sob story That not everybody knows true We played a movie Without a look at the preview All smiles But the backgrounds were deep blue When curtains open You don't wanna see the show pursue A knife in hand And gun in the other I bet you'd stab me first Before the bullet even breakthrough Dont understand Why you went to watch me suffer It's like I live a curse And my mind was in a corkscrew Sometimes I be thinkin What it be like If you were here And we were sittin under moonlight Like nothing happened I imagine that we shine bright But you cheated So my story never ends right There used to be beauty In us But you didn't care Enough I threw away all the pictures All the signs Of you Better Intentions never existed It's true I'm still not sure How I handled mentally My heart ached for years But my dad survived asystole Think twice Before you try to test on me Got these strong hearted genes And the outcome longevity Can't defeat me Your man did try to check me Cuz I met up with the girl he ditched Showin jealously She an angel And livin the life she outta be While im on a path of growth And livin comfortably And through the grapevine I heard you had a bump show My brother had me thinkin If it's mine or the sanchos Overtime Only me was holding me You ain't got no control You moved on when we was on Thats how I lost my soul Wish you nothing but the best Never smeared your name For some gossip to the rest And I just wanna live Without this weight upon my chest You know I can forgive But I never can forget There used to be beauty In us But you didn't care Enough I threw away all the pictures All the signs Of you Better Intentions never existed It's true Hazel Ayryk