Poison

I think these drinks done gone and messed up my emotions It's hard to love Because my heart is super frozen I pray to God and I still wonder if I'm chosen Because I've been battling these demons like it's poison I think these drinks done gone and messed up my emotions It's hard to love Because my heart is super frozen I pray to God and I still wonder if I'm chosen Because I've been battling these demons like it's poison Round after round till I go black Drink on my shirt no cap I'm at the club gone off the liquor and drugs I fell in love with the plug Back in my ways like the old Shaq Before I met Christ had my own path Before I saw the light Had my soul snatched Rolling these days on my dark past Most nights I feel so alone I don't wanna answer the phone Act like there's nobody home I heard there's angels and demons playing tug-of-war over my bones Sometimes I hate how I'm living I'm hoping I don't die Bottle my thoughts at the bottom but won't cry I think these drinks done gone and messed up my emotions It's hard to love Because my heart is super frozen I pray to God and I still wonder if I'm chosen Because I've been battling these demons like it's poison I think these drinks done gone and messed up my emotions It's hard to love Because my heart is super frozen I pray to God and I still wonder if I'm chosen Because I've been battling these demons like it's poison In the beginning was the Word and the Word was with God Took only seven days the moon the sun the earth the stars Created man and his image and said the world was ours I really wonder if Lucifer had a change of heart He tempted Eve a bite the apple played a crooked card She brought it right back to Adam and look at where we are Kicked out of the garden and wishing on a star I think my cup runneth over I'm sitting at the bar Why me why is this life so hard Why are you put me on the earth if you know right from the start That evil be in the people we far from becoming equal And the fish tank full of the water don't feed the sharks Might fall apart I'm hanging on by a tight rope Black brothers losing their patients and moving psycho I don't wanna lose myself for no title I just wanna numb the pain and miss vitals I think these drinks done gone and messed up my emotions It's hard to love Because my heart is super frozen I pray to God and I still wonder if I'm chosen Because I've been battling these demons like it's poison I think these drinks done gone and messed up my emotions It's hard to love Because my heart is super frozen I pray to God and I still wonder if I'm chosen Because I've been battling these demons like it's poison