Chasing Shadows

I'm sick and tired, it's like I don't exist The world is pushing me into this darkness Show me a sign, so I can let go of this fucking pain I know I'm living life on borrowed time I've made my bed, now, I'm taking back mine You sold me out, now I am waiting here to drown us both When the mighty fall (Watch me rise) Just to see you crawl (On your own) Another night on my own, walking this wreckage alone I feel my heartbeat racing, screaming I should let you go Another shot in the dark drinking away all the shame Your face reminds me that I medicate to kill the pain Chasing shadows I rise above you Take the mistakes And drink the poison Nothing left, I've given up on dreaming Tell myself I'm better off just dead Nothing matters, I'm a burden that feeds you Tell me that I'm worth something Another night on my own, walking this wreckage alone I feel my heartbeat racing, screaming I should let you go Another shot in the dark drinking away all the shame Your face reminds me that I medicate to kill the pain I stand alone with your blood on my hands And all I dream about is fucking revenge Fuck you I see you pleading, but it's too late to change The tide has turned, I can't control what I'm thinking My fingers bleeding as I slip you a smile Your body's numb as I stand at your funeral Another night on my own, walking this wreckage alone I feel my heartbeat racing, screaming I should let you go Another shot in the dark drinking away all the shame Your face reminds me that I medicate to kill the pain