Litter

Talk to me like I don't exist Already ruined everything Are you even there? I try my best not to stare But you're too perfect I'm too worthless Done lying to your face, girl I'm hurting Am I even a person anymore? Do you hate me? I don't really hate you You think that I'm crazy I don't really blame you Why should I try? Feel so hollow inside It's pathetic, I know Anesthetic to cope Cry and look at the rope If you never cared about me, why the fuck should I know? 'Cause you think it's necessary to bring me down I don't cry nice, you can look at my frown Have a good night without me around Saying goodbye, I meant screaming out loud Not alright, no where else to go in this town And I act like I'm going to sleep next to you And I'm crying, I know that's something I'll never do Might as well drink the whole bottle, the pills that I swallow Never help me get through Maybe it'll be different some day I don't have no hope but you can look at me change I'm broke, pass it on the curb my pockets fold Too heavy for my head, but I'll find you You'll notice when I do Ambulance stare at me and you know I don't try to Know that I like you If you die then I shoot And I don't want to spite you Baby, I'll just litter, uh