After

Right after the high Are you even there Was it just to pass the time Wake up asking why I been up, I been down I can't ever decide Right after the high Are you even there Was it just to pass the time Wake up asking why I been up, I been down I can't ever decide Daddy went down, I was eighteen Mind went before, like a bad dream Shit, that man had his PhD But it's my birthday, couldn't remember me Or my name Or where the fuck I came from Guess that dementia gotchu faded His boy is gone, replaced him Memories, stack up so exponentially You be thinking that they never leave But them bitches got places to be Places to go Who do you know Where is your love What is your drug Why do we lose everything Just to find out everything that we had is enough Right after the high Are you even there Was it just to pass the time Wake up asking why I been up, I been down I can't ever decide Right after the high Are you even there Was it just to pass the time Wake up asking why I been up, I been down I can't ever decide Shits fucked up Know it is Nothing more than I expected Wrecked and damn depressive Cause you can't learn a lesson Look me in my eyes Tell me you don't know you lie Been off it, nearly lost it All cause you just want some gossip Things you thought tamed, popping up, veracious veins All this anger in my way Keeps boiling up, it's a shame Out of my lane, off of the buzz Off that thing which I think I loved Gotta keep in my pocket So I can't just say I lost it Right after the high Are you even there Was it just to pass the time Wake up asking why I been up, I been down I can't ever decide Right after the high Are you even there Was it just to pass the time Wake up asking why I been up, I been down I can't ever decide