Depressed

I don't know if I can do this anymore Wanna be alone wanna be on my own I miss nobody don't wanna be with anybody Don't love nobody cuz I'll get fucked up Don't wanna be fucked up yeah not depressed But I am depressed heaviness in my chest Don't wanna be fucked up yeah not depressed But I am depressed heaviness in my chest Anxiety keeping me up all night You liking my posts but different in real life And I fight every single day to stay awake stay woke What is affecting me is the time I'm overexposed Everytime I tell you something I wanna keep to myself ok I talk too much and I had enough of this ok Cuz you think about me yeah think about me ok Try to pick apart everything to make me go insane ok Tryna take my spot tryna take my crown Told myself to shut the fuck up but here I am now I never shut the fuck up but I really should ok Cuz if I don't I would tell way too much ok If I don't I would show way too much Don't want you in my life cuz you a snake Everyone's a snake everyone's so fake Even I am fake It's give or take ok I feel like I am going to break yeah Cuz I'm depressed heaviness in my chest Need to rest from this pain driving me insane insane insane Cuz I'm depressed heaviness in my chest Need to rest from this pain driving me insane insane insane Cuz I'm depressed heaviness in my chest Need to rest from this pain driving me insane insane insane Cuz I'm depressed heaviness in my chest Need to rest from this pain driving me insane insane insane I got the glock You thought I really would talk Wake up it's 8 o'clock I have you blocked Tryna look into the stocks thought about you when I take a walk At the dock 40 round hit you like a rock I think when I walk in the party stops What's wrong with me I thought I was worth a lot No one's unique cuz we on the same shit We both hang out with that same bitch Checked on you cuz my mom told me to Cut you off didn't respond didn't notice you Checked on you cuz my mom told me to Cut you off didn't respond didn't notice you