I Think I Saw a Ghost

The clock it taunts me Tells me I should be 30000 feet in the air but I'm only six feet Still drowning in the thought I'll never be enough Looking at myself and thinking he doesn't deserve your love I can't escape the feeling I'm not human, it's just a subliminal act I think I'm losing my mind Working overtime 'Til my heartbeat stops on a dime I think I saw a ghost Staring back at me through the mirror They're reaching through my soul As I dissociate the feeling of feeling again Nostalgic memories of my past haunt me at night While nightmares of my future possess my mind I'm staring at these walls I Think I might go insane How can I feel something When nothings felt the same? I guess it's wishful thinking That I could live a life Without the torment of my demons and their knives I think I saw a ghost Staring back at me through the mirror They're reaching through my soul As I dissociate the feeling of feeling again I'm overthinking my whole life 'Til the point I feel numb inside But I'm still an emotional softie Can't handle it when I cry I get overwhelmed with emotions Feels like I'm lost with motion I'll live my life in la vie en noir Dansant avec les morts I think I saw a ghost Staring back at me through the mirror Don't recognize myself As I dissociate the feeling of feeling again Uh na-na-na-na Uh na-na-na-na Uh na-na-na-na-la-ta-da Uh na-na-na-na Uh na-na-na-na Uh na-na-na-na-la-ta-da Uh na-na-na-na Uh na-na-na-na Uh na-na-na-na-la-ta-da