Let Light Be Light

My brain feels heavy like too much TV It's weighing on me like a pound of concrete I know he wants me and that makes me happy So why do I feel so weird? It's foggy in my head like clouds in a storm The wind's picking up I'm bolting my shit to the floor But when I'm with him my shit gets ignored Is that why I feel so weird? I'm alone almost every night and I don't know if I'm processing right But my therapist says To just let light be light So I'm letting him stay around I think that he's good for me This boy that I found I don't like getting attached It makes me feel like I've done something bad 'Cause I'm not dependent and I know that So why am I scared I'm reliving That part of my past? I'm alone almost every night and I don't know if I'm processing right But my therapist says To just let light be light So I'm letting him stay around I think that he's good for me This boy that I found Oh, I think that he's good for me This boy that I found Is this what it supposed to feel like? Is this what it supposed to feel like? Is this what it supposed to feel like? Is this what it supposed to feel like? 'Cause I'm alone almost every night and I don't know if I'm processing right But my therapist says To just let light be light So I'm letting him stay around I think that he's good for me This boy that I found This boy that I found