Waking up in the same bed that I grew up in
Promised myself I'd be further but here I am
Looking out the window, talking to a six year old version of myself that I barely know
Nervous to start over wondering where time went
I try to pretend that I got it all together
I smile to my friends, but inside I'm freaking out
I know I gotta risk it all
But what if I fall down
Or what if
It's better than I pictured it
Big house, a family, some Grammys, the LA dream
I pictured perfect in my head but what's that mean
Looking out the window, on the way to my next show
Singing my songs that nobody knows yet
You can call me crazy
Say what you want
Am in too deep or not in deep enough
I try to pretend that I got it all together
I smile to my friends, but inside I'm freaking out
I know I gotta risk it all
But what if I fall down
Or what if
It's better than I pictured it
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
Better better better
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
Better better better
It's better than I pictured it
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
Better better better
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
Better better better
Talking to myself again
Waking up in the same bed
I try to pretend that I got it all together
I smile to my friends, but inside I'm freaking out
I know I gotta risk it all
But what if I fall down
Or what if
It's better than I pictured it
