Maze Game

I'm still not ready three years that I wait I've been hit by a curse of rage fucking who's to blame Forgot the breeze of the wind on my pale skin Waiting for nothing more staring at the white screen Standing away from the sun cause I can't bloom Telling me the same old shit in this blank room I've lost my mind, I can't control myself Wake me up when nothing's left but dead cells Feels like I've been buried alive Maybe there's a sign that I can't describe Cause I'm lost in a maze I cannot escape Give me a hand or a gun instead Cause I can't take this anymore So, look at me while you can one more time Caught inside a dream wheel running not to flee Time's flying by, wondering what I could be No escape in hurting and I can't even cry Tryna feel something but losing every time I'm in my head I'm messing with Insanity I'm in my head I'm writing a new symphony Parts of my mind going all the way unbound Caught up in time throwing my life to the ground Cause I'm lost in a maze I cannot escape Give me a hand or a gun instead Cause I can't take this anymore So, look at me while you can one more time I got a heart full of anger I got a head full of demons It's pretty sad for a loner And pretty bad for a goner I got a heart full of anger I got a head full of demons It's pretty sad for a loner And pretty bad for a goner I got a head full of anger I got a heart full of demons Waiting for nothing I'm just Staring at my dreams that'll never come Yo Cause I'm lost in a maze I cannot escape Give me a hand or a gun instead Cause I can't take this anymore So, look at me while you can one more time