Close and Far

I aint never been I aint never been so close and far away at the same damn time and its amazing me I know my family down but I keep thinking that they ashamed of me I aint never change my ways but I aint grow up how I was raised to be Say I aint never been I aint never I aint never I aint never been so close far at the same damn time And its amazing me look how you played with me See I aint never been I aint never been so close and far away at the same damn time and its amazing me I know my family down but I'm still thinking that they ashamed of me I aint never changed my ways but I aint grow up how I was raised to be I just wanted one more night I just wanted one more night If I hold you tight and I treat you right is you gone stay with me When im reaching down for my pipe either wrong or right my guys gone spray for me When you reaching out for advice it aint what you ask its just how you say it to me I aint never been the type I aint never been they type to worry bout what he say When she on my mind she running through my shit just like a rely Just to each my mind I get high on the weekdays and the weekends You can only fill my void if I was to tell you what was my weakness I aint never been so close and far away at the same damn time and its amazing me I know my family down but I keep thinking that they ashamed of me I aint never change my ways but I aint grow up how I was raised to be Say I aint never been I aint never I aint never I aint never been so close far at the same damn time And its amazing me look how you played with me I became bestfriends with Smith you know that it stay with me I became bestfriends with Tyler he was in the rain with me I became bestfriends Sauce he mix and play for me I became bestfriends with Boog and Sizzle to they always playing with me I became bestfriends with Zero and Bossgang to them is my family I became bestfriends with for real I just find peace in the things she saying to me I just thankful they understanding me I'm just thankful If you gave me hope and faith I'm forever grateful If you dont wanna put in that work then I cant take you If you dont open up to your kids then I cant make Believe in me produced 3 albums with no label When I'm dead and gone I left it all out on the table I aint never been so close and far away at the same damn time and its amazing me I know my family down but they ashamed of me I aint never been I aint never I aint never I aint never been so close far away at the same damn time And its amazing me Is you gone stay with me