Homeless 2 Hunnids

Thinking, thinking, thinking What am I thinking Drinking the pain away I'm ready to risk it My mind is going Baliptic I'm optimistic, some days sadistic The most humble egotistic I'm full of pain Full of shame Don't play the name I changed the game Simple and plain I hate complacence I'm elevating as I see the revelation No way I'm adjacent I'm stargazing as I look in amazement I finally made it from out that basement All of the thoughts that's inside of my brain Think that I'm think that I'm going insane Trying to stop but I cannot refrain Hold up, let me explain Tell me you need me, tell me you want me Telling you secrets that come back to haunt me I don't want beef Just want peace under palm trees Life is a mess but I proceed so calmly Nobody knows what's inside of my head Feelings of dread, I'll stay home instead Just want the bread with a dash of some head Hit it all night then might leave her on read Been at the bottom, I'm swimming back up Ain't on my team then you better back up Hop on a beat and I beat the track up This is my time and I cannot pass up Could be elated, could just be jaded Drown all my past in a drink till they faded Pray for the day I say "mama I made it" Buy her a house and say "mama I paid it" Life is a picture, just choose how to paint it Life is a story, just choose how to name it Don't give a f*** if they love it or hate it You can take shots but just know that they aimless I'm at the top, counting my blessings I know it's a lot Car with the drop top I think imma cop Nobody touching the boy cuz I'm hot And I cannot stop Think about God Heaven's the goal but hell might be the spot Staying committed or turn to a thot? Rapture is coming, I pray I get called Tired of being the person I'm not Complex like a knot I don't trust no one, I'm all that I got Weight on my shoulders like I'm doing squats I'm beating the odds, I'm charged up like watts I will not stop till the world know my name Screaming King Nane, I need all the praise Best in my field 'cause I work like a slave Living my life till I'm put in the grave This how I'm feeling inside I realize it's not healthy to hide Really I'm humble but filling with pride From homeless to hunnids, I feel so alive And I'm gone