Running

Stay steady I've been hoping that you'll pull my weight I've been trying not to tell you something But in my mind I've got to tell you something Oh god I've been making faces at a midnight screen And I've been trading places with the hurt in me Cuz maybe it's just not enough to try It's been a while and I Repress it but I'll be thinking it all the time Chasing a high and I confess that The thought of being alone could change my mind Cuz I'm so tired of the running I want the truth now that it's catching up to me It makes me feel like I'm wanted When I've been inching closer to my knees Lies keep spreading like a secret As they chase me farther from a feeling, oh Cuz I could be foolish for a weekend When the night might only feel like moving on So tell me Am I the person that you thought I'd be I've been wired to be chasing someone Uninspired by the place I've come from I've been confused I'm making excuses for why I've been up at night Cuz it's been a few now I'm in a room losing myself in a mood As I take your words cuz I'm not keeping mine Cuz I'm so tired of the running I want the truth now that it's catching up to me It makes me feel like I'm wanted When I've been inching closer to my knees Lies keep spreading like a secret As they chase me farther from a feeling, oh Cuz I could be foolish for a weekend When the night might only feel like moving on Oh, intoxicated-hate that I waited for this Cuz I'm so tired of the running I want the truth now that it's catching up to me It makes me feel like I'm wanted When I've been inching closer to my knees Lies keep spreading like a secret As they chase me farther from a feeling, oh Cuz I could be foolish for a weekend When the night might only feel like moving on