Happy Heartbreak

You left me memories When they were the best fit But now its the worst gift That i don't wanna open any more I fill balloons with these melodies And they they pop with the next hit Sometimes my breath slips But i can take this heart break on tour I wont get to close Cos it wont end too well I'll just let you down When i just wish you well Crowds will scream my name From all the love i've failed Wont do you the same But one thing i will say is I threw a party with just me in attendance I light these candles all alone Each one shows my life with past pain and resentment But i guess still love these songs So happy heart break to myself Happy heart break to myself Happy heart break to myself Happy heart break to myself Happy heart break to myself I get paid off broken hearts and singing these melodies But every note i hit brings back another memory Followed my destiny but its fuck my ex they dead to me Especially every single one that tried to flex on me its rest in peace I know its dead wrong but it feels right Broken wings but i still fly Its broken hearts and torn apart But that ain't changing what i live by Cos i know this life i'll find my wife And get this shit right I wont get to close Cos it wont end too well I'll just let you down When i just wish you well Crowds will scream my name From all the love i've failed Wont do you the same But one thing i will say is I threw a party with just me in attendance I light these candles all alone Each one shows my life with past pain and resentment But i guess they still love these songs So happy heart break to myself Happy heart break to myself Happy heart break to myself Happy heart break to myself Happy heart break to myself I wont get to close Cos it wont end to well I'll just let you down When i just wish you well Happy heart break to myself Happy heart break to myself Happy heart break to myself Happy heart break to myself