Pretending

(The truth is I'm pretending) Where'd you go? Had I known I don't think I would have followed Now I'm home, all alone Trying to make it 'til tomorrow I can't sleep But I can scream 'Cause there's no one here to hear me Empty house, empty heart God I wish you never loved me Why am I still loving you Swear I'm not trying to All that you put me through It's time to get over you I put on my shoes And go for drinks with all my friends I laugh at all their jokes And swear I'm happier than I've ever been They say they're surprised I'm fine with how this thing is ending But the truth is The truth is I'm pretending I'm pretending The truth is I'm pretending But even now you're too proud You can't even say you're sorry But in the night I know you fight Yourself to make it through 'til morning This fucking leash, can't get it off When you call me, I come running But that's on me 'Cause foolishly I still believe that you might love me Why am I still loving you? Swear I'm not trying to All that you put me through It's time to get over you I put on my shoes And go for drinks with all my friends I laugh at all their jokes And swear I'm happier than I've ever been They say they're surprised I'm fine with how this thing is ending But the truth is The truth is I'm pretending I'm pretending The truth is I'm pretending I put on my shoes And go for drinks with all my friends I laugh at all their jokes I swear I'm happier than I've ever been They're surprised I'm fine With how this thing is ending But the truth is The truth is I'm pretending I put on my shoes And go for drinks with all my friends (drinks with all my friends) I laugh at all their jokes I swear I'm happier than I've ever been They say they're surprised I'm fine With how this thing is ending (is ending) But the truth is The truth is I'm pretending I'm pretending The truth is I'm pretending I'm pretending The truth is I'm pretending