Big Shoes

I'm too depressed to care I'm too poor to go anywhere I'm so alone, no one's there I can't even tell my friends how I feel Afraid they don't wanna hear it Afraid they don't know But it's alright because I'm strong They think I'm invincible He don't wanna work it out Thinks he'd rather be alone I don't know what to do These shoes are getting way too big I hope that I can feed my kid I hope that I can feed my kid She isn't even a year old I already wanna kill myself Hope that I can watch you grow Hope that I don't kill myself I hate myself No one even calls me But that's alright with me I'd rather die in peace He don't wanna work it out Thinks he'd rather be alone I don't know what to do These shoes are getting way too big I hope that I can feed my kid I hope that I can feed my kid I hope that I can be a man I hope that you understand I'm sorry if I push you away But you know that my heart is cold I didn't mean to cause you in pain My words don't mean nothing My words don't mean nothing My words don't mean nothing