Avidity

I'm sick of pleasing people who don't ever do shit for me A crowd of filthy liars and they starting a symphony Fall into a pit of a beautifully built disaster Oblivious to the notion that this world is raging fire Now now Now now Wanna take the night off, relax I deserve this shit I should pour another glass But half of me backing us up in a corner Cause half of me dont wanna rest till it's over You know I won't rest till the end And when it's the end I'm gonna do it again Cause half of me wanna sit back on the burner But half of me dont wanna rest till it's over It's over I wish you could love me like you love you I wish you could hold me like you hold you Down I wish you could give me what I gave you Sayin that you love me like you hate that sound I am not your everything I don't even wanna be I just want a piece of you want more than just apologies I wish you could love me like you love you I wish you could love me like you love you I want to hear it from your side You're closed off like your hands tied Let's just talk, clear the air right We look dead and I see a bright light I'm myself you shut me down Can't even laugh I talk too loud He looks like pain when I'm around I just want one of us happy now I wish you could love me like you love you I wish you could hold me like you hold you Down I wish you could give me what I gave you Sayin that you love me like you hate that sound I am not your everything I don't even wanna be I just want a piece of you want more than just apologies I wish you could love me like you love you I wish you could love me like you love you This shits pretty simple Got that humbleness it trickles Dripped in cheap clothes and a Nickle Hitting beats just like a cymbal 16 bars get that good signal Living proof no artificial Like a masquerade, we trade each others faces noncommittal like I don't have money to rap about though Tried to have confidence that was a joke Look at the person in front of me She looking back and I swear that she done with me I don't want drama I don't wanna fight I don't catch feelings Stay catching the flights How you talk business But still don't get with this I bet all my life on a dream so I gotta go get it I'm working as hard as I can With a broken b still in the band Yeah I wanna give momma the bands Yeah I wanna give momma a Benz Situation is sticky but aint been no biggie You gotta invest in me that shit is critically Blowing a grand on my vision this easily They don't believe I can do it They dead to me I go to the party Then leave in a licky I call a red flag when he calling me pretty You know that he craving this kitty He only been pleasing himself and the dicky I'm sporting a black fit White shoes White-eye Won't tell him my kind Only tell him white lies This 5 cent Right here my vent to the people who appear when I cut ties Yeah Fuck what they say Spent my whole life Wanting a day I'm a be great Say this on stage Look at the fans And send them my way Send them my way It was a good run Now I don't want to do this again Keep us locked in a cage Until I get brave again Cheap dates and replays of boring people This time is different They end up equal It's not fair It's not fair It's not fair It's not fair They said I think that you're beautiful You're giving me a rush now A few years later and they are sick of who you are now I want one night where I don't have to close my eyes and hope for a better day One night I want one time where I won't have to hold on tight And pray they won't leave again One time I want it I want it I want it I want it I want it I want it I want it I want it Yeah One time One time One time One night One night One night