Shades of Blue (feat. Frances the Mute)

I walk through in shades of blue, Hoping this won't break my heart Time will really tell who's really in and who's serious Your placement got replaced and now your hurt That's just innocence I learnt to hold it down so I manoeuvre these predicaments That try and break me down until I realise that I'm limitless Really all this energy I'm building could carve stones Sculptures on display made from this ice that turns hearts cold Viewers come to check it then digest in the car home Now they feel their indebt to me like they got a staff loan I've never claimed to be a boss that title gets heavy And where there's jealousy already from those who haven't met me I just want some peace to make my art but sometimes it's techy Cus if I try and take a break then I know they wouldn't let me My momentum that I've built so far made diamonds from stress But now I'm stuck between I'm overwhelmed by this or I'm blessed So if you see me take a break it means I'm charging back up And you've all seen what I can do Don't hold me down when I'm stuck Raise me up Sometimes life can get so hard I still paint over these scars I walk through in shades of blue Hoping this won't break my heart Sometimes life can get so hard I still paint over these scars I walk through in shades of blue Hoping this won't break my heart Sometimes I'm tired I just need to find my feet So I can get back up again and find my way back to your screens It's irony cus all the screens in front of me are killing me But also gave me life cus their the reason that your feeling me Reason that your streaming me and singing my song It's mad to think I'm still alone inside this place I belong It's like the higher you climb it means you struggle to breathe And all the clouds come and surround you till you struggle to see And the only thing you have left is your voice and your heart Once the heart is gone the rest of this means nothing it's dark Once the soul is gone it's hard cus you still love making the art So take it easy if you notice that it struggles to start I got love for my creatives cus this mind is a curse You can't get no better feeling getting what you deserve I want flowers whilst I'm breathing, starters mains and desserts Life is short so make it something worth the soil and the dirt