Crossroads

Bottled confidence Liquid courage Gimme all of those profits I'm drinking the burdens Sorrow bottomless Pain encourage Pull my eyes out the sockets To blind me from hurting And She want me closer I wanted closure Phone out of service Got me feeling nervous I should be over her Memories hit a nerve Float to the surface To look for my purpose See too many faces See too many faces Care bout the status I know that they're probably the fakest When we nameless they hate us Get famous they claim us I'm figuring Out what the aim is They're music all weightless Mine making painless The notes and the words how I paint it No need to fake it Pieces of me be Surfacing that I thought that I'd never see Keep giving me reasons to be me Murdering my will to keep breathing And life goes on and on and on Is it worth it? (What's the point of it?) And I felt wrong so wrong for long Is it worth it? (Is it?) Too much hurting This paranoia is killing me Got me thinking I'm tripping and seeing things Fucking pinching my cheeks till I bleed Feel the floor fall away from heels Pray to a god that I don't believe in Please have mercy on me keep me breathing Shout-out my mum she keep my heart beating When I'm too scared she battle my demons But life goes on No will and no direction But life goes on Glowing its own perfection But life goes on No will and no direction But life goes on Glowing its own perfection Bottled confidence Liquid courage Gimme all of those profits I'm drinking the burdens Sorrow bottomless Pain encourage Pull my eyes out the sockets To blind me from hurting and She want me closer I wanted closure Phone out of service Got me feeling nervous I should be over her Memories hit a nerve Float to the surface To look for my purpose And life goes on and on and on (What's the point of it) And I've felt wrong so wrong for long Is it worth it?