Absolute Eternal Suffering

Every fuckin' day every motherfuckin' minute I'll be all around your thoughts and you gon' Question what's my business Where your thoughts goin' boy, won't you Rest a bit from thinkin' I'll be here so if you're comin' back You'll never have to miss me Now let me know if you heard of me Tell me do you know who I am I'm a guest inside of your mind shit I'm the parasite in your head Now don't you dare to give up You'll be stuck with me till your last step And TBH I'm the strongest when you're Right before your last breath Dragging yourself to the pharmacy shit is this you? You're awaiting a call from me listen what I say The higher authority Bitch if I wanna you'll end up in autopsy Get all the pills that you want take 'em cautiously Don't give a fuck Cause your mind's my monopoly Know what I want execute this shit flawlessly I'm sure you'll never get rid of a part of me bitch All the meds gonna make you faint Not a single one feel okay Finding' out why the callin' me a plague Even stuck in the mind of a saint Shoutin' out those cries in vain Till the lights go out one day You gon' be stuck with me til you decay I am the phobia I am the pain Who you think you are and Why you fucking optimistic You know this world gon' hate you All the time don't get it twisted Now look down do the ground and Think about how much you kissed it Forgot you won't find happiness On earth as long you livin' Remember any time you did Some dumb shit don't forget Shit will haunt you till the day you're Six feet down with all the dead I will never leave your mind and I will never leave your head I'll be always by your side Until I finally turn you mad I'll never leave you alone Cause any time that happens I always gon' feel like I'm gone And I remember sayin' all the time Your mind is my home But I'll be coming back you'll feel me Just like never before Then I'll be changing my tone I tell ya maybe it's just better endin' things Than always try to catch another straw or string And don't you ever try to throw me out the ring I'll return I'm coming for my second spring Now times are hard for you like Ya always tryna act right But it's all so hard with no light Just tryna hold your tears not to cry But death throws his shades on you Your days and nights are all out cruel You suffer all the time why not just Ride your way down on this route What will you leave on the face of this planet No way to harvest the seed that you planted Nostalgic views on your life How it was some years back And you know you took all this for granted When they send prayers and thoughts And sing ballads When they gon' stuff your remains in a casket When they forget what you've done in your time When you start to decay and get eaten by maggots Tell me if there's any single thing that was important Any fucking reason why somebody may be callin I know that your fears and your Anxieties are soarin' if you're honest to yourself You just don't know who should be mourning Now just go numb all your thoughts With benzos and alcohol Please stop your search for a cause Go numb your mind and press pause Fuck docs opinion and laws You know where all them good dogs Now join em all and meet gods Tell me how it's like in the stars