All Out

Ooh, yeah Mmm, uh, said "I love you," damn Don't know how to say it, I just hope I can explain it I would never fake it, baby I just wanna make it (Baby I just wanna make it) I don't have the patience, my mistakes have started weighing All my friends are fading, faded, all my friends are faded 1, 2, 3, 4, 5? I don't even know no more (That's how many) Am I really fine? I don't even know no more Messing with my mind, but I can't show it no more (Can't show it) Pain all in my eyes, lemme just close the door (There it is) Tryna get my act together, feels like I got stab marks Stakes keep getting higher, yeah I know I got some bad scars Getting out my feelings ain't that easy, I got sad bars Leaving so fast out my life, damn I should call them "NASCAR" (Zoom) Balling my eyes out Sobbing, I lost count Of how many friends I lost last year Damnit, I'm all out (Yeah) None 'em around now Dying, I need help No peace, voices haunt me So I can't sleep, I don't know how Cuz I'm balling my eyes out (I'm balling) Sobbing, I lost count (I'm sobbing) Of how many friends I lost last year Damnit, I'm all out (I don't even know how many) None 'em around now (None 'em) Dying, I need help (Dyin') No peace, voices haunt me So I can't sleep, I don't know how Nightmares regularly, every night I'm waking up Scared to check my pulse, yeah I'm always staying up That just makes it worse, don't ask, I'm not saying nun In my dream she left me, now I'm scared of breaking up (Now I'm scared, uh) Doesn't matter how I got here, so please don't ever ask Living in the future, somehow I'm still in the past 3 months coming up and I really hope we last Everybody else left me, now I can't get them back (Oh no) Everybody else left me here by myself alone 'Til you showed up next to me, you'll stay with me I hope (I hope) Can't predict the future baby, but I can try to show what I see in you Are you a dream? I don't know Balling my eyes out (Balling) Sobbing, I lost count Of how many friends I lost last year Damnit, I'm all out (I don't even know how many) None 'em around now (None 'em) Dying, I need help (Yeah yeah) No peace, voices haunt me So I can't sleep, I don't know how (I don't know how) Cuz I'm balling my eyes out Sobbing, I lost count Of how many friends I lost last year Damnit, I'm all out None 'em around now Dying, I need help No peace, voices haunt me So I can't sleep, I don't know how