Friends

So lost in the sauce, is it AM or PM? Exhausted and nauseous, I'm swaying and leaning Don't know if I'm changing or staying or leaving Right now my life feels like I'm falling and bleeding I'd pick myself up but I couldn't achieve it I'm still tripping bad from my ex And the thing is I really wish I could love her the way she did But now it's all gone and I'm feeling defeated So many scars I got marks on my face, yeah So many bars in my heart I can't say, yeah Living in the dark during hard times, can't think straight My ADHD is keeping me from concentrating So many scars I got marks on my face, yeah So many bars in my heart I can't say, yeah Living in the dark during hard times, can't think straight My ADHD is keeping me from concentrating Like 50 feet under, I'm drowning and screaming Struggling to find out the point or the reason Like tryna find purpose in life with no meaning Nothing made sense, my mistakes were repeating Searching for answers I knew would complete me I finally got through it, the truth was revealing I came back to Christ and I felt so completed Took a moment to realize you're friends that I needed Thank you for loving me, thanks for believing Thank you for everything, truly I mean it You've done so much for me I couldn't see it Give me a sec to tell you what I regret I hate my choices, wish I could undo it The past is a ghost, why can't I just see through it? Can't we start over? Can't we redo it? If lies are a piece of me, Ima remove it, yeah So many scars I got marks on my face, yeah So many bars in my heart I can't say, yeah Living in the dark during hard times, can't think straight My ADHD is keeping me from concentrating