Dying \ Living

If you're not here I don't know what I'm doing And mentally I don't know where I'm going Under pressure Drugs are the only source of dopamine I know If I keep on doing the same thing That I would never Be the same man I was I'm losing myself I'm giving up on myself I tried to control Myself from falling down I thought you'd leave when we were old I thought that we would last My mind cannot handle the fact That you are not mine Cuz when I close my eyes I see you all the time I'm dying I'm living I'm dying Oh I'm dying I'm living I'm dying I tried to talk god But there was only silence And in my head The storm was too violent Cuz, your presence Your presence, baby, I miss Girl, I miss you, I'm dying for one last kiss Cuz, I would never Be the same man I was I'm losing myself I'm giving up on myself I tried to control Myself from falling down I thought you'd leave when we were old I thought that we would last My mind cannot handle the fact That you are not mine Cuz when I close my eyes I see you all the time Baby Where are you now Do you see What I have become Whoa I'm dying Oh I'm living Oh I'm dying again Oh yeah I'm dying I'm living Oh I'm dying again