Thot You Didn't Care

I wish you were here with me I am so lonely I wish you were here with me I am so lonely I wish you were here with me I am so lonely I wish you were here with me I am so lonely I think I'm thinking too much Why don't you love? Why don't you care about me? And yes, I want to fuck you and I want you to want to fuck me but... This is so embarrassing This is so gross A meaningless connection A lifetime of transaction Who are you helping? Who are you serving? What I really want to know is... do you believe in God? Life is brutal I know I've seen some fucked up shit And yes, I want to fuck you and I want you to want to fuck me But can we also talk about the times you've felt like you've had an out of body experience while talking to God? And how much I desperately wish I knew how to connect to another human being? How embarrassing How gross this all is And how badly I want to jump out a window I think I'm thinking too much