I used to run from my emptiness
Labeled it lonely
Surrounded by faces that think, but don't know me
Filled my days with distraction
By bed with reaction
I knew love with no passion
Knew purpose with no action
I lost kin
Lost friends
Lost lovers
And I almost lost faith
Til I stood in that mirror
Looked myself in the face
And said... quit bitchin
Cause its a thousand muh fuckas that rather be in yo place
So what you gon do
You gon lose
Or you gon choose
To take back yo life and get yo self out them blues
And well... I think everybody can tell what the fuck I decided to do
I mean look at me
I been shining ever since
But sometimes I sit back
And on my path I do wonder
Where the fuck was you when life tried to take me under
But I guess its like they say
One is
And always will be
The loneliest number
