All of last night
I stayed up thinking
Thinking all about my life and
How its turned to shit
So I'll just contemplate my future
I'm up all night thinking all of this over
I'll get some sleep there when I'm dead
But now I'm asking is this all for real
Or am I ever gonna heal
Everything changed into frustration
After all the time I've spent
Just getting out of hand
On my pointless infatuations
I'm getting sick of feeling dumb and hated
So tell me now
Where do I stand
I'm feeling oh so lonely
Is it only me
I'll get some sleep there when I'm dead
But now I'm asking is this all for real
Or am I ever gonna heal
One more night of fucking up and
I keep asking am I losing hope
Or is my fun just overthrown
Is it a little late
To try and find a way
Now what do I believe
I'll get some sleep there when I'm dead
But now I'm asking is this all for real
Or am I ever gonna heal
One more night of fucking up and
I keep asking am I losing hope
Or is my fun just overthrown
I'll get some sleep there when I'm dead
But now I'm asking is this all for real
Or am I ever gonna heal
