Paralyzed

I wanna wake up I wanna wake up from all this I wanna scream out I wanna scream, but I have no voice Cause I don't know how to take this I don't know how to take it all Killing me from the inside I have no choice The walls are moving The walls are coming close to me The air I'm breathing The air I'm breathing makes me sick The more I try to ignore Troubles getting more and more And now I feel so insecure Colors fade grey When I am awake No longer asleep It's all just one state Not sure if it's real When it all feels fake I think I've lost my mind I think I'm paralyzed I am a hostage I am a hostage to myself Sick and damaged Sick and damaged that's my health Can't be waiting for your help But now I'm here by myself And I don't even care no more Colors fade grey When I am awake No longer asleep It's all just one state Not sure if it's real When it all feels fake I think I've lost my mind I think I'm paralyzed I'm paralyzed Paralyzed I'm paralyzed Paralyzed It won't go away Won't go away, today It won't go away Won't go away, today It won't go away Won't go away, today It won't go away Won't go away, today It won't go away Won't go away, today It won't go away Won't go away, today It won't go away Won't go away, today Go away Colors fade grey When I am awake No longer asleep It's all just one state Not sure if it's real When it all feels fake I think I've lost my mind I think I'm paralyzed I'm paralyzed Paralyzed I'm paralyzed Paralyzed