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Adam Calhoun
Vocals
Mesus
Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Adam Calhoun
Songwriter
Charles Cossetti
Songwriter
Lyrics
Oh, I think, I'm dying
All the monsters are here, now
Oh, I think I'm dying
All the shadows, all around
Oh, I think' I'm dying
I'm 'onna keep it real
What you know 'bout takin' pills
Poppin' these Xans, panic attacks
Losin' my mind, feel like I'm dyin', ah!
I can't believe what I'm sayin'
You thinkin' I'm playin'
I'm diggin' my grave, right now
I'm crazy, you'd probably kill ya'self
If you knew the shit that I was thinkin' about
Ha! Ha!
Why can I breathe?
Cuttin' my sleeve
I'm watchin' it bleed
Maybe, that'll take the pain away
No more rainy days
Quit talkin' to me
Just let me be, I need some sleep
Why you think, I cut so deep?
You'll never see what's underneath
Please, I need some peace
I'm 'onna keep it real, I'm 'onna speak how I feel
When I'm drivin', feel like swervin' the wheel
Right in a lane, man, you think that I'm playin'
I'm treatin' every song, like writin' my will, yah!
This one right here's for everyone out there
That's like me, that battle depression
Been to hell and back, and I can tell you
That I fell back and, man, I just can't learn my lesson, yah!
Countin' my blessings, but suck at the math
So, every blessin', I keep cuttin' in half
So, all of my problems keep addin' up
While my solutions keep cuttin' in half
Yah! Yah! Yah!
Know that they hate me, they say that they love me
They'll call me crazy, but I need the company
So fuck with me, though, yah!
Oh, I think, I'm dying
All the monsters are here, now
Oh, I think I'm dying
All the shadows, all around
Oh, I think I'm dying
I'm 'onna keep it a mil
Last year, I made a million
Still, it ain't change how I feel
Still fuckin' with the same bottle of pills
Went from my brother's basement
To a house with no payments
Ain't dealin' with fuckers, that I wanna kill
I gotta chill, I don't know how
I wish you could feel what I'm talkin' about
I'm all by myself, talkin' out loud
No one can help, I feel like I'm drownin'
Rha! Hah!
Shit is so cold, I'm losin' control
I'm losin' my soul
But, I know I never sold it, no
Devil must've stole it, yeah
And, that motherfucker's gonna have to deal with me
If I go to Hell, I'm takin' over
I'm 'onna keep it a secret
I ain't gon' tell nobody 'bout these
Thoughts that are creepin', into my mind
So, you think that I'm fine
Or, you think that I'm lying
That, I'm cryin' out wolf
When I say that I'm dyin'
Ah! I ain't gon' tell nobody
That I'm scared to keep guns in the house
I ain't gon' tell nobody
That I actually put guns in my mouth
Fuck you know 'bout
Russian roulette, with a loaded gun
Handle of vodka, and still ain't drunk
I ain't gonna tell nobody that I'm suicidal
No, I just keep it bottled up
Bottle of pills ought'a heal the pain
Razor blade cross my vein
Cross my heart, hope to die
Jumpin' in front of trains
No, I'm not fuckin' playin'
Snorted a bunch of 'caine
Thinkin' it's just a game
'Til I blow out my fuckin' brains
Oh, I think, I'm dying
All the monsters are here, now
Oh, I think I'm dying
All the shadows, all around
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