Smile (feat. Doobie)

I smile so you don't see the way I really feel inside I'm smiling while I'm dying just so you can feel alive right now Got a lot of shit on my mind right now I ain't tryna fuck up the vibe So I smile baby I smile Even though I'm going through it this pain don't belong to you So I smile baby I smile Even though I'm going through it this pain don't belong to you I don't know if you know that I'm hurting inside I have an issue with trust You say that you love me but I think your word is a lie That's why I switch the discussion You always asking me what's on my mind I reply that's a sensitive subject I'd rather just smile while I'm getting this money I'm pulling solo where they say I can't go It's just me and my weapon I done seen everything but an angel Nigga so believe me I'm ready What you know about dying inside but don't show it cause you don't like when people stressing So you just smile All the time tryna hide this PTSD and depression I'm Fed Up! Sick of people saying keep your head up Its the same fucking answer every time you say something So I just don't say nothing no more Yall done made me hate love for real I can't deal with fake love no more Yeah Yeah Sometimes I gotta smile just to keep from crying My people dying daily drives me crazy when they leave without me Even though there's a deeper problem I just don't wanna speak about em Born alone Die alone Before you go everybody need somebody! I smile so you don't see the way I really feel inside I'm smiling while I'm dying just so you can feel alive right now Got a lot of shit on my mind right now I ain't tryna fuck up the vibe So I smile baby I smile Even though I'm going through it this pain don't belong to you So I smile baby I smile Even though I'm going through it this pain don't belong to you You know like I know this hurt lives inside me Times I wanna cry but I got way to much to smile bout The truth ain't good at hide and seek somehow I'm always finding out The people closest to me ain't for me so friendships dying out I'm dying internally My emotions are hurting me This is for all the times you lied to me and you deserted me I try to be the better man but it only gets worse for me I do wanna believe in something but it ain't a church for me My anxiety makes me panic You wouldn't understand it I hear voices in my head but ain't nobody in the room Having trouble tryna manage these thoughts it feels like I'm scrambling I can never find and answer nor a clue They say you can't pour from an empty cup So you try to drink the pain away it ain't enough We all notice this shit plain as day you ain't hiding I just want you to be happy but you hate smiling Yeah Yeah I smile so you don't see the way I really feel inside I'm smiling while I'm dying just so you can feel alive right now Got a lot of shit on my mind right now I ain't tryna fuck up the vibe So I smile baby I smile Even though I'm going through it this pain don't belong to you So I smile baby I smile Even though I'm going through it this pain don't belong to you