Twenty years I waited for you
Clenched my teeth with patience
Said goodbye to fleeting lovers
Screenshotted your texts
Stupid jokes that made me wheeze
Complaining 'bout our friends
Every time I find someone it doesn't seem to last
Swallowed by the churning ocean
Saltwater-filled lungs
As I watch your boat disappear
Over the horizon
What a perfect day to drown
I wouldn't choose another
While I can still look at you
With vision that's rose-colored
