12.29.16 (Losing Time)

They only pay attention to you when You're dead I'm just glad I got attention before I Was gone I been feeling like the dead i hear it All alone And im not the king but they put me On this throne December 29th ah fire fight should've Took my life I see my mama cry I tell her please go Wipe your eyes When Johnson boys ride them Jacksons ain't to far behind Nine milli on my side some bullets For the Other side I feel I've lost my mind I'm losing Time still getting high I Need her by my side shes down to Ride im down to slide Those bullets hit our ride it hit my Mind we almost died You should've let me die because I'm Dead right now tonight Our kid the one that's died I'm glad This time because our life Now rowan needs his dad but youre Still mad I'm losing time I'm losing time Since 29 Ill lose my life Im mad inside So dead inside They'll never find The pain inside Revenge in mind I should've died He's on my mind My little guy Four months your life Was by my side Still down to ride You know I'll slide For you you're mine I was living wrong was never in my living room Seventeen year old master mind you'll never Know All the biggest things I keep in mind that help me grow And all the darker things that Keep my down when I'm alone If I'm not getting high I'm feeling like ah fuckin clone I wished they'd see the signs of what I have and what is wrong Sayin that I'm sad is under Everything you'll know Cause I'm fuckin dead this livin Vessel has no soul I can't breathe Can't eat Can't sleep Won't sleep Nigga talkin Better know I got some heat Ppl cryin cause this bitch said R I P She was lyin I'm still walking on my Feet But know inside I just want eternal Sleep I'm not mad at the nigga but he Weak And I'm sorry you gone have to taste Defeat So I'm pusin movin lookin for you b But no New York When we rocc them zoo york jeans My heart is sore she know how to Damage me I'm still at war wit myself won't take Defeat I'm losing time Since 29 Ill lose my life Im mad inside So dead inside They'll never find The pain inside Revenge in mind I should've died He's on my mind My little guy Four months your life Was by my Side Still down to ride You know I'll slide For you you're mine