I sit in my room and
Start to question myself
Is life really worth it,
Or am I not seeing it well?
Because everything that has
Happened to me,
It happened for a reason
I can already hear
My demons laughing at me, because I tried to leave them
These negative thoughts
Are all bad for me,
And yet I still believed them
Fell under their influence
And let them take my happiness away
I had always lived with them
And I could still hear them in my brain
They were the bastards that
Caused me all of the mental pain
I have ruined myself and I wasn't sure of it
I have ruined relations
But was it even worth it?
I don't know, but who really does?
Not knowing the answer
Always boils my blood
With these demons
It feels like I'm always stuck
Is there a way
To find my enjoyment in life again?
Without the harmful thoughts
Plaguing my mind again?
Can I still be forgiven again?
After everything that I did?
I just want to be loved again
I don't want to endure this shit
I just want these voices dead
So that I could finally live a peaceful life again
Can I still be forgiven again?
After everything that I did?
I just want to be loved again
I don't want to endure this shit
I just want these voices dead
So that I could finally live a peaceful life again
