Pain Song

Some days I don't know what to say So much on my brain Always learn the hard way Tryna save the world Can never save myself No one understands me Always wanna judge me I'm grinding from the mud Demons all around me I ain't never safe Praying everyday That I see another day They don't know the pain that I went through They don't see the things that I go through All they see is lenci's on my feet Tour a different city every week Yeah I look blessed when I come through You don't know the price nor the sacrifice You just see the lights That I'm verified You don't want this life I promise How do I cry again Get back up and then smile again Go through hell just to fight again Make it look so easy Why do I try again Live my dreams and then I die again Lose my faith then come alive again Make it look so easy Some days I wish my best friend Was still livin' To witness all my history I know that you'd be proud of me Grandma would be proud of me Wish she was still here Cuz she ain't have no fear And she would never lie to me My parents they abandoned me They don't know the pain that I went through They don't see the things that I go through All they see is lenci's on my feet Tour a different city every week Yeah I look blessed when I come through You don't know the price nor the sacrifice You just see the lights That I'm verified You don't want this life I promise How do I cry again Get back up then I smile again Go through hell just to fight again Make it look so easy Why do I try again Live my dreams and then I die again Lose my faith then come alive again Make it look so easy