Nevermore (feat. Sweet Gene)

I'll be Whom I'll be Let me be me I felt it inside Inside this feeling when I grow Never did I feel it Never this before Now it's in my mind Don't you feel it 'Cuz I think you see it 'Cuz it's everything I'm hearing It's everything I'm feeling anymore Never did you feel me No no Never did you feel us grow But you gotta get it go Listen to all my words None of this even matters any more It's all absurd I've heard this all before Feel it cuz you thought you're strong Never flown But you thought you'd keep it to your self But never did ya, did ya now Never did you want to show What was wrong, but yeah But now I'm gone And whoa whoa woe So long I'm not home I don't know where I'll go But this is not my home Nevermore nevermore nevermore I've come back to what I was before I'm not going to be us anymore I'm not taking the blame No more feeling ashamed I'd listened to the way you'd say my name when you're ashamed And how you'd never tried to pay attention To the signs that I would leave And so you keep on thinking 'bout yourself without a care About the way that you would shout at me; then pout at me And then you say it's all okay Another time I'll get ignored I'll get no say Another day I'm here, while you've gone away Now I'll go, even if in disarray Sayonara; adu; tchau I'll be on my way Let go Change that tone We're past tense for now on I cried so loud Louder than you could scream or shout But you still couldn't hear me Or what I'm all about I saw you fading in and out The circumstances insane But I had to stay to make a change But then things just gave away Even before I could even wake It was too late, I was so ashamed My subconscious feels so loud And all my friends are telling me I need out But I say that things will change So I wait another day Just to find myself here with no escape Standing here flooded in the rain Yet I'm in a drought And you're no where to be found Just my memories of you Buried six feet underground I've come back to what I was before I'm not going to be us anymore I'm not taking the blame No more feeling ashamed This is insane Can you see what you do to me You're in my way And you're no good for me I'll be Who I'll be I am free With this declaration There will be a separation Now I cast the spell disintegration And those bonds you used to chain me in They're all gone Now I'm standing reinless and I'm sure you're fine You always manage But I'm off The sails ascend And I'm weightless And I'm flying freer than the wind Go see your "friend" And I'm sure they'll love you for a quick minute And then they'll leave you standing all alone Like when we first had met I knew back then you were broken But I didn't think it meant you go destroying everything we meant If there's one thing I won't forget It's how you taught me not to love Then with my words I cast you out Swear to myself I don't need you if I'm someone else Now I'm strong enough to break myself From this shell Strong enough to take this world on I have freed myself I've come back to what I was before I'm not going to be us anymore I'm not taking the blame No more feeling ashamed I've come (I'm not) I'm done Playing with you I'm done playing with you