Ten Thousand Trials (feat. Bloody Funk)

Knew I couldn't stay, I deserted the past But I can hear your voice still as I'm turning my back I don't want you but I need you and it's hurting me bad Constant lack of emotion, nothing burning but ash Was learning to rap, you inspired me to it Said I'm going to be the best, and I'm dying to prove it Since a child been writing my life into music Still afraid but feel safe if you're guiding me through it Everything will be fine We live under street light Doing what we want to Drinking 'til our weekdays Turn into our weeknights Like we want to get gone soon Ten thousand hours of letting go Mastering the art of getting old But did you know that I still hear you sing Sometimes when I'm sleeping And even though it feels like waking up I'm still dreaming, dreaming I know, I know, I know, I know, I know I'm facing this alone, alone, alone Oh, Lord Oh, Lord Knew I couldn't stay, I had to leave you love Walk alone into the future we were dreaming of Got tired of life and didn't think I could keep it up Maybe the melodies drain out if I bleed enough Preceded by none, a new level of music Forever all I've got, too feeble to lose it Ain't afraid of the fables, staying elusive Harnessing pain, it's great if you're able to use it There will be no next time Already been bled dry Nothing more to give you Put me to rest I'm waiting for my next life Bring the storm I am windproof Ten thousand trials to know enough Mastering the art of growing up Having a hard time knowing how to feel Or what to believe in And even though you haunt me in my sleep I keep dreaming, dreaming I know, I know, I know, I know, I know I'm facing this alone, alone, alone Oh, Lord Oh, Lord