S. Laughter (feat. Todd Golder)

I was lost in the Ocean of my despair Drowning in the Sorrow beyond repair Though my head may seem like it's In the clouds And my laughter resounds You only see what I allow After all this time My body's worn out My souls breaking down Swallowed so effortlessly I've been reduced to a tired and Weary survivor of insanity I can't get away from me So I disassociate Though my head may seem like It's in the clouds And my laughter resounds You only see what I allow After all this time My body's worn out My souls breaking down Swallowed so effortlessly I've given up on myself So many times The tidal wave Of devastation never subsides We all fall victim to decay I've given up on myself So many times The tidal wave Of devastation never subsides We all fall victim to decay Keep moving Don't stay still Though my head may seem like it's In the clouds And my laughter resounds You only see what I allow After all this time My body's worn out My soul's breaking down Swallowed so effortlessly Even though my head may seem Like it's in the clouds and my Laughter resounds You only see what I allow What I allow I've been at war with my mind My faith has withered to ashes From suffering Keep moving Don't stay still I don't know how much more Of this torment I can endure Keep moving Don't stay still Paralyzed On the inside Stuck in static Enigmatic fear resides If I could just Get a grip Find a way to correlate my Significance Maybe then A sense of purpose Buried far under the surface Beneath the surface Beneath the surface