Demons

Look, I'm fighting all these demons But they, they live inside of me And they, they're eating me alive And I'm, I'm trying to survive All this hatred is trying to kill me I'm sick of myself, someone please help me, I'm filthy, uh But they're eating me alive And I'm, I'm trying to survive Yeah, I feel like wanna curse right now I feel like making a verse with negative words and burst right now All this energy that's hidden inside of me Wanna let it out, scream and shout to my enemies, uh I'm fighting all these demons, but it seems like I'm losing 'Cause everybody saying I'm a loser (I'm a loser) And all my friends saying I'm a pussy (I'm a pussy) And if they keep pushing, I'ma lose it, I'm stupid Can't seem to find cupid in my life And what I'm good at is getting high I know I should stop 'cause I could die But if a good dope comes around, I'ma try I know I won't die as a hero, I'm not neo I'm just a big zero I'm trapped with all this hatred like I'm in the matrix But I think I'm Agent Smith Look, I'm fighting all these demons But they, they live inside of me And they, they're eating me alive And I'm, I'm trying to survive All this hatred is trying to kill me I'm sick of myself someone, please help me, I'm filthy, uh But they're eating me alive And I'm, I'm trying to survive I feel like I wanna burn something, hurt someone 'Cause I ain't never earned nothing Look, I'm just a glitch in the system that I created I used to be creative, but now I'm faded I made it to the bottom, not the top, bottom Never know when my time comes for me to blossom I'm a monster, killing my own dreams But I won't stop unless I have OD'd I'm OG when it comes to blowing trees Oversea, is where I'm heading 'cause I'm sick of this Stupid kids, dad's money, oh, you think you're rich? Huh? Talk to me when you're 30, kid, uh Got me feeling so ignant, so I slit my wrist in order to find peace, yeah I put on condoms every time I fix problems Yeah, ain't life awesome? Look, I'm fighting all these demons But they, they live inside of me And they, they're eating me alive And I'm, I'm trying to survive All this hatred is trying to kill me I'm sick of myself, someone please help me, I'm filthy, uh But they're eating me alive And I'm, I'm trying to survive Look, I'm fighting all these demons But they, they live inside of me And they, they're eating me alive And I'm, I'm trying to survive All this hatred is trying to kill me I'm sick of myself someone, please help me, I'm filthy, uh But they're eating me alive And I'm, I'm trying to survive