What If I

I've heard it all before Could hear it all a thousand times more Playing with me all the time And no one feels the same Insanity is all a game Locked up deep inside my mind Hey die, you want an alibi Hey quit, you want to get a fix Hey try, you'll never make it tonight Feel it deep inside All of the illusions for myself What if I try to make amends for someone else What if I try to change the way I'm feeling deep inside What if I died filled with sorrow wanting another try No one can face the truth Was there nothing more that you could do What would you do different next time? Keep turning from the past The future's coming much to fast Or is it all in my mind Hey die, you want an alibi Hey quit, you want to get a fix Hey try, you'll never make it tonight Feel it deep inside All of the illusions for myself What if I try to make amends for someone else What if I try to change the way I'm feeling deep inside What if I died filled with sorrow wanting another try Wanting another try Wanting another try Wanting another try Hey die, you want an alibi Hey quit, you want to get a fix Hey try, you'll never make it tonight Wanting another try Hey die, wanting another try Hey quit, wanting another try Hey try, wanting another try to get it right