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Credits
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
John McDonald
Songwriter
jaelan313
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
XLO
Producer
jaelan313
Producer
Lyrics
Everyday I wake up wishing that I didn't
Cuz my mental condition is poor as the way I'm living
Vaguely I remember a time when I had interests
Lately it pains me to think to the point that I hardly feel it
If you don't know the definition of 'indifference'
Find it in the dictionary, beside it you'll spy my visage
Knowing I need help but still refuse assistance
My pride gets in the way plus I don't trust you to begin with
Narcissistic with a side of borderline nihilistic
Then again show me who isn't fitting that description
Yesterday, today, tomorrow. What's the difference?
Plagued by the same bullshit since the beginning
Always lacking something I need, give you an instance
Heartlessness, I should've dead him but I didn't
Now, I'm beat in every sense, it's senseless
I don't even think I wanna fix it
I'm exhausted
Nightly conversations with my insecurities
Cuz that's all I got at times when I need company
Tryna remember all the shit I said I wanna be
And wanna do, I hear shit today and it sounds dumb to me
Cuz I don't have energy for discovery
At this point, I'm just taking whatever comes to me
Therapist said I'm mind-reading, she think I'm trippin'
I would believe her but my left eye won't stop twitching
Don't tell me it's superstition, I left a meeting
They said my job's on the line, I don't think I can keep it
King Cortisol, I'm angry but suppress it
They say I'm hard on myself but I don't know how to correct it
What would you do when you feel misdirected
Wanna make better moves but can't help it
Cuz everything feel like a setup for a setback
Step back into a death trap and that's that
Exhausted
Writer(s): John Mcdonald
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