Pulse (feat. Kassim Auale)

It's piling up, Then crashing down above my head Oh what a mess I am when I can't figure where I'm at And I welcome the familiar weight around my fighting heart A steady companion to myself when I sleep in the dark It's like there's something in the air And I wish nobody should live like me This is an unfulfilling life I seek to turn it all around 'Cause everyday I hit the ground And I wish somebody would set me free But in the end I know that it's on me My head is going numb I'm on the edge, what else will come? I roll around, I lay face down and I am going mad Oh what a mess, I try not to move, now I'm feeling trapped This night is only half was gone and I don't belong in here I'm walking on these street under black lights To get my conscience clear It's like there's something in the air And I wish nobody should live like me This is an unfulfilling life I seek to turn it all around 'Cause everyday I hit the ground And I wish somebody would set me free But in the end I know that it's on me My head is going numb I'm on the edge, what else to come? Solitude spreads its wings as the world lays down The contentment I seek, so distant, so far gone It's a never ending nightmare of not being in control Let me go, free my soul. Yeah it's a never ending nightmare, I am losing the control I'm feeling numb inside my body and nobody can relate And I wish nobody should live like me This is an unfulfilling life I seek to turn it all around 'Cause everyday I hit the ground Cold and hot at the same time I can feel my pulse on a thin line My blood is rushing through my head Everytime I sink to bed