Demonz (feat. Théo GOUDE)

Yo Arum, you ready? Alright, let's go I see these demons in my mind and I can't get rid of them They seem to haunt my dreams and I can't let them go I see these demons in my mind and I can't get rid of them They seem to haunt my dreams and I can't let them go These thoughts up in my brain Make me go insane Falling to ground, can't remember my name These tears in my eyes Made me blind to the light Who the fuck told y'all I was doing alright? Yeah these late nights, alonе up in my room How the fuck you think I could go back to school? All unfair fights, alone down in my tomb I wish I coulda made mysеlf a little cool Let you fall in love with someone else But I'm a broken boy and I got no one else Been stomping walls, ripping off my nails Like a broken toy I put me on the shelf Got a hard time letting dreams go Got a hard time letting me go Got a hard time letting dreams go Got a hard time letting me go I see these demons in my mind and I can't get rid of them They seem to haunt my dreams and I can't let them go I see these demons in my mind and I can't get rid of them They seem to haunt my dreams and I can't let them go I been on my phone, tryna leave her 'lone Even wrote her a thousand different songs They feel way too distant, the times we got along She blocked me out her life and I can't move on Looking past horizons, but I feel so small Nothing ever seems to make sense at all I'm with another person, and she loves me whole But then it comes to mind, that you did also It ain't a curse if you tryna hide the facts If you look into your eyes, clean your dick, and think of ass Can't make truce, if you don't stay true, yeah think of that You say you cheat because of devils, I say you just a rat And it's fine if you gotta compromise yourself If someone gotta see that you not perfect in and out You hate hurting people, and that hurts you most when it happens So speak your truth, embrace and use these demons Note to self 10th of February 2021 (Woooh) Huh I think that's pretty much the beat