Crush and Die

They saw the take off As I was headed for the sky But like Kobe Bryant They prayed I don't land but crash Shit but crash and die Only cause They saw the take off As I was headed for the sky But like Kobe Bryant They prayed I don't land But crash and die Yeah, shit but crash and die See I' be doing whatever I can To ensure my family eats But I heard courage without conscience Is nothing but a wild beast I'm from Nkomazi That makes me a descendant Of the 3 wise from the east Where mostly the corrupt eat So I invited my enemies And threw them a damn feast Cause I know they just hungry And hunger can turn a house dog into a wild beast Cause I too was like Caster on the track field But only I ran the streets Literally and With Sabelo on my side No one dared to fuck with me Pull up at your crib Like it's Uber eat And I'd be lying if I said I had nothing came for free Cause when I couldn't take the walk no more I had people who carried me And one of the many reasons I believe there's a God Is because I know long long ago They should've buried me They saw the take off As I was headed for the sky But like Kobe Bryant They prayed I don't land But crash and die Shit but crash die Man, Only cause They saw the take off As I was headed for the sky But like Kobe Bryant They prayed I don't land But crash and die Shit but crash and die Yeah, see I saw a lot of them disappearing around me Some behind the bars some I had to bury I realized right after I looked around That I'm still breathing There must be a reason Otherwise why would all this be happening All this makes sense When you let life teach you the lessons Scary situation when you learn There's nothing you controlling It's all happening automatically Life is a perfect illusion Or should I say a perfect movie There's somebody watching Therefore I believe Whatever we're doing is amusing I mean when last did you ever watch a movie That's about happiness from the start until the ending Wouldn't you classify that movie boring? Life has thrown some shit at me Reminded me time and time again that it's for rent Life has thrown some shit at me Reminded me time and time again that it's for rent And no amount could ever purchase it Cause even the rich can't do a thing when the contract ends So another day wasted in self pity Is a week gone Another day wasted in insecurity Is an obscurity to the fact that the whole world is flawed So whatchu worried for Tryna impress people who don't even matter or care Cause after all your efforts You should know by now the problem is not with you but with them Find whatever makes you happy Cause truth be told, we can never make anyone happy Ours is a temporary fix And what we need is a permanent one And that one comes from within When you realize you're not the only fuck up, so is everyone So is everyone Well you know So is everyone They saw the take off As I was headed for the sky But like Kobe Bryant They prayed I don't land But crash and die Shit but crash die Man, only cause They saw the take off As I was headed for the sky But like Kobe Bryant They prayed I don't land But crash and die Shit but cash and die