I wanna be okay (feat. Cyanide TV)

Disappointed faces staring right through A discipline talk is coming up too Parents are fighting all the time At least I am trying to be fine My Days are getting colder now I just want to be heard out But I am way too quiet now I should just shut my mouth Always said that they were proud of me Now they ask who I should even be My friends are scattered, full of drugs At least I can say I've had enough My head is screaming at me to stop But my heart already found another love I just want to be something more to you But you will never see me that way too I just wanna be okay I don't want anyone screaming at me I wanna be happy just this once be enough for someone to love Disappointed faces staring right through A discipline talk is coming up too Parents are fighting all the time At least I am trying to be fine Someone could hear my cry for help Guess no one really seems to even care I want my heart to finally stop But it doesn't really want to give up I have so much love left to give And I know that I should stay and live Someone will help me stay alive Until then I will fight I just wanna be okay I don't want anyone screaming at me I wanna be happy just this once be enough for someone to love Disappointed faces staring right through A discipline talk is coming up too Parents are fighting all the time At least I am trying to be fine So if you ever ask yourself if you should go Stay here you will be able to grow Life can be so fucking hard on you But it can be just as beautiful too I just wanna be okay I don't want anyone screaming at me I just wanna be okay I don't want anyone screaming at me I wanna be happy just this once be enough for someone to love Really worried faces staring right through A discipline talk is coming up too Parents are trying all the time I have survived and I will be fine