Light fades from all the wounds that never healed
I'm drowning inside the only place I've ever known
Closer and closer I get, I can't relieve the stress of
Feeling like I'm missing a part of me
What hurts the most is that I never see your ghost
To tell you all the things I've hidden from the world
It only kills me slowly
Are you terrified of me?
Caught up in the undertow again
Are you even listening to me?
Then take me away, take me away from this place
It's tough to clean up the mess you've made
I'm counting every second so patiently
As time passes over me
I took for granted every second of a beautiful paradise
I'm starting to wonder why I'm willing to pay the price
All those years we're wasted on me
Are you terrified of me?
Caught up in the undertow again
Are you even listening to me?
Then take me away, take me away through the clouds
There's no going back
I can feel you there
Your hands around my throat
Your presence like a disease
It opens up the monster in me
Monster in me
