Something I Never Had

Smoke a cigarette with a coffee in the mornin' And untangle my regret from all the love I've been avoiding It'd be nice to be a part of somethin' beautiful and simple Every day, every night a sense of just belonging To be told what's wrong and right End this empty kind of longing For a haven from the cold Maybe one day I can learn to love as well I would sail across the water I would swim across the seven seas Just to know what it's like to come home every night To something I never had Wake up early, clean your room Things my parents never taught me Go for hikes, lunch at noon Try enjoying something boring It all seems very simple from the outside looking in Like being happy isn't hard, I guess it's somethin' I should work on 'Cause every time I fucked it up, I couldn't cope with the perfection If I had everything I wanted, I know I'd be the first to burn it down I would sail across the water I would swim across the seven seas Just to know what it's like to come home every night To something I never had I can't spend away my years getting old and getting lonely Resurrecting all the ghosts of all the things the past has broken It'd be nice to be a part of something beautiful and simple in the end I'ma sail across the water I'ma swim across the seven seas Just to know what it's like to come home every night To something I'ma sail across the water I'ma swim across the seven seas Just to know what it's like to come home every night To something I never had