Wicked

My brother I've been batted ever since I was a kid Black sheep of the family, group houses how I lived Had to make some changes so I did what I did Out here making money, fuck waiting for Centrelink Rent, bills, kids need food, give what they need Come from nothing, so I gotta get it by any means Remember the days when we had nothing to eat So now I lose sleep before my kids lose a feed Grandmama dead, swear that shit made me worse Only woman gave a fuck caught me stealing out her purse Seeing that pain and it had me lost for words Wish she was still here to give her back what she deserves But I gotta keep moving, keep improving the music Make it back for the times when they said that I was useless I blow up still throwing what I be moving That's the Yen STD with the blueprint, I'm sayin' (Grah, Shit get wicked) My brother cut the grass cause snakes height is where I'm stayin' Never did they think they could kick it off from the pavement We hustle all day and all night for a payment So when they doubt me, I'm still here like what you saying? So gotta get it out to my former kids growing up Cause I remember when I was there, no one wanted us And now it's 'All Eyez On Me' like I'm 'Pac Even now, still NS from the jump True God, 'cuz I really grew up in the trap No Glory, true story, I never looked back My actions speak louder that's why my roomies back my jack I'm too black for the 'polys, and too 'poly for the blacks But fuck fitting in, I'm here working to break the cycle You can tell whose frauds and who came from survival Bible, diss then you're liable, idols turn rivals, take titles A troubled young buck, that upbringing pathetic No one wanted us till my grandparents came to get us Now young O.G out here, Northside representing OT long hours in the studio with Emmett, what I'm sayin' (Grah, Shit get wicked)