Ghost

The nightshade of an unspoken matter Cutting through me like an internal stabber Everyday I bleed out the shame Why can't they ever just feel the same Close, we were getting so close Now I'm hurting the most Tell me how did I do this to myself again Close i was getting so close Until he went ghost Or am I only haunting myself again Odds against me stacking higher and higher All that I could feel was my heartbeat shatter My mental strain pours down me like rain His name was never meant to cause me pain Close we were getting so, close Now I'm hurting the most Tell me how did I do this to myself again Close we were getting so close Now I'm hurting the most Tell me how did I do this to myself again Close i was getting so, close Until he went ghost Tell me how did I do this to myself again All I did was try Swore he'd never lie Now its his turn to cry Playing reckless games With badly wired brains A trap at every stage All I did was try Swore he'd never lie Now its his turn to cry Playing reckless games With badly wired brains A trap at every stage Tell me how did I do this to myself again Close we were getting so close Now I'm hurting the most Tell me how did I do this to myself again Close I was getting so close Until he went ghost Or am I only haunting myself again