SOLAR FLARE (feat. Carter Ace)

I've been starin' at the sky all afternoon Going blind, and wonderin' why I've been so confused In my mind, I know that I could fly and show improve I could dive, and fall to my demise what am I to do I've been starin' at the sky all afternoon Going blind, and wonderin' why I've been so confused In my mind, I know that I could fly and show improve Imma shine, and now I finna grind with nothin' to lose Yeah Yeah Making light of the moment Knowing that my blinds ain't open Living with zero emotion Ain't nobody hear it or notice It's not even revealed when she post it Only way to heals through a dosage Runnin' off self-diagnosis, a blur when I focus She workin' a double shift Knowin' that she above all this It's problematic And the rents been duе And she late on electric too And the whole world backwards She ain't got time for relations Most of them basic and stay on average Ain't no time gettin' wasted Every minute is a image on canvas She filterin' madness And the customer rude and passive And the world is spinning off axis And the shifts don't feel so adaptive And the pills don't feel so relaxin' New shades for the easel Mixed blotches of people With splotches of evil painted with needles And she precise with it And puts all the pain of her life in it And tacks on a frame to enlighten it And hides her name to those decipherin' She thinks its lame to put a price on it And thinks it serves to burn the light within There aren't words to make the height of it What she could earn could change her timin' if The gallery owner notice The gallery buyers focus Look at all the lines and ovals She need at least nine proposals Her vision divine and hopeful A minimal sign could show you She ain't never left work And her dreams in the dirt When the glare don't impair what you go through I've been starin' at the sky all afternoon Going blind, and wonderin' why I've been so confused In my mind, I know that I could fly and show improve I could dive, and fall to my demise what am I to do I've been starin' at the sky all afternoon Going blind, and wonderin' why I've been so confused In my mind, I know that I could fly and show improve Imma shine, and now I finna grind with nothin' to lose Yeah Yeah Yuh I'm just a kid with emotions Dealing with a home that was broken Dealing with a heart that was frozen I tried to skip all of the toasting (Yeah yeah yeah yeah) Never needed handouts or promotions (Yeah yeah yeah yeah) I've been working way harder than most of 'em (Yeah yeah yeah yeah) Underrated but it's fine 'cause I know that my time is approaching Woooh Ok big boy I see what'cha doing After all this talking and people pursuing Tryna teach a lot when you're merely a student After all the constant reminders of times that you tried to supply But you're barely improving Tryna find someone that could care for you truly They could be the one, but you can't see it fully I could see the frustration in it I could see you bein' real patient with it Everybody telling you to make another song, make another song But they ain't paying for this Are you finna get me out my job lil homie? If not, imma keep my pace Work a 9-5 so I keep my place When the work gets good I'll increase my rates When the boy gets buzz, enemies storm base When they own self worth at a revive state Tryna keep my faith, but I see how hate Travels so much further, but here I stay Tryna keep my verses in tip top shape So whoever I'm versing gon' need some weight Anything below perfect might be a waste If I think you ain't worthy I prolly might hurt a couple of feelings Of anybody that's only been working out of incentive You gotta settle for nothing, forget about a percentage If anybody attacking, I'm scoping out what they lacking I'm popping off in the back and I've never made it an accident From day one, I could tell where the passion is Or lack thereof All Praise to all the Gods above When I'm not safe, I close my eyes, look up Open up now I've been starin' at the sky all afternoon Going blind, and wonderin' why I've been so confused In my mind, I know that I could fly and show improve I could dive, and fall to my demise what am I to do I've been starin' at the sky all afternoon Going blind, and wonderin' why I've been so confused In my mind, I know that I could fly and show improve Imma shine, and now I finna grind with nothin' to lose Yeah Yeah