Few Ways

It's kinda fucked you found another in a few days Sick to my stomach, thought I mattered in a few ways Yeah talk bout him and say how he's much better for me You're never here so why do you care yeah if I stay I heard you laugh down the side of the hallway This time ill cut my losses when you flake I heard you change your mind when you were at my doorway Walking off with him making me feel loveless Made friends with a dude up in Canada He's always got my back when im calling Write a few beats and we end up here Don't really know how this ever started So you hit me up when you feel like you want me Freaking fucking out cus I don't want this on me Running so much that I disappeared I don't really know where the days went, what is going on So you're standing out on my driveway banging on the door I don't want to answer, see you anymore Locking myself inside my room I guess this is where I WIll make my home Cus im lost in the wake of yesterday's bad fucking luck Yeah trapped in the attic overcrowded now im stuck I took a few pills, medicated now I feel numb Trace my steps back to where I started Theirs a fog around my walls that still covers all my skin I understand but I wanna give in Im sick of putting fake faces Just to feel like I fit in Yeah so did you even know that I just cared a lot Dragged my body around just to not give up But you didn't care no you didn't see I knew what you wanted but that I couldn't be Nothing more than an empty husk now I think of you when I lose my trust now I think you thought I was just empty So you just tagged along You ain't love Me you just want my life So you climb up the corpses you smite My heart on the ground while you pouring white Did you ever love me Or was it all a lie It's kinda fucked you found another in a few days Sick to my stomach, thought I mattered in a few ways Yeah talk bout him and say how he's much better for me You're never here so why do you care yeah if I stay I ain't sign up for this pain, baby full of hate You can leave, but you stabbing me while on your way Bleeding out up through the cracks, that you fucking made Why you fucking love it when I fucking cry like you love my pain Psychopathic fucking bitch Know you wish I'm in a ditch Toxic fucking lovers got me single for a couple years Pathelogic liars got me trusting michael myers Bitch my brain on fucking fire from the words of fucking liars Bitch you just gotta go Why you still up in my phone Just leave me the fuck alone And move on from the best you know I don't really trust no more Mind be open, doors are closed Just leave me the fuck alone And move on from the best you know You ain't love Me you just want my life So you climb up the corpses you smite My heart on the ground while you pouring white Did you ever love me Or was it all a lie It's kinda fucked you found another in a few days Sick to my stomach, thought I mattered in a few ways Yeah talk bout him and say how he's much better for me You're never here so why do you care yeah if I stay